Are my parents mean, crazy or am I just a bad kid?

Bad person? Nah, you are a great person. Look, your parents seem to have some problems, and unfortunately after reading what you wrote, it doesn't seem like they are willing to fix them. Its hard for me to give you advice that will correct things on this one but it seems to me that the most logical solution is to stay away from them and keep out of the house. Plan lots of activities for yourself and try new things you haven't before. Maybe if possible see if you can stay with a friend for a week or longer. I also think you should definitely try to occupy yourself with other things to keep your mind off of your parents. I'm sure school keeps you fairly busy but its always nice to have a hobby to fall back on whenever things go bad (aka your parents acting up) that will take your mind away from your troubles. It doesn't have to be anything expensive or complex... you said you are an artist, maybe expand on that. Its hard to live with people that are harsh on you but my last advice is to try to pick out positive things about both of them. I always do this with my school teachers and even though other students told me how much they hate certain teachers, I would be able to handle or even enjoy cles I didn't think I could. Although your case is different, it doesn't hurt to try to see the good qualities instead of fearing the worst. I feel for you a lot and you ARE a good person who is stuck in a hard situation. Keep living and I hope that everything will turn out the best it can.